Semi Charmed Kind of Life (BULLSHIT)

So like its been about a month since i have writen in here and so what... bite me because i havent had the time or the abillity to... umm lets see whats new with me... my pc is working agen... sorta... Ummm... my grandmother died wile i was in the hospital in feb for about 2weeks, i couldent go to the funarl, so that sucked... I still have no girl, school is giveing me greef because i am missing so much school because we all know how much i love to get sick and go to CLUB HELL (mch). So besides that... oh yeah i have some minor problems with my car that i have to fix but w/e least of my problems and then i also have a problem with the "transplant team" because now they want a new entier set of test and i havent a clue of how im going to get them all togeather, my doctors are all driving me crazy because some say i cant go to MCH any more but some do say i can go if i want to... then if thats not enough shit to deal with, my social life still sucks most of the time. i have too much stress for me to deal with.. but hey i always do somthing to pull me out... i feel like pulling my hairs out and screaming at the same time but, i stay cool most of the time.... Now to more inportant stuff as if what you just read wasent important... I have to finish My schooling or at least this end of it... reinroll with the school to get my Asociets, besides that my pc is still all scatterd and unorganized but hey it just matches the rest of my problems... At least im going to be moving my room into a little bit bigger room in this house and that should be fun or disastoriouse... i wish i had a girl who would take my problems away and be by my side.. (fat chance of that) So thats about all my problems for now... i think i have enough to deal with at the moment so w/e. My goil for this month is to have as much fun as i can and relax and enjoy myself and take care of all my problems too... so my friend in lebenon might be comming over which would be awsome but bad at the same time because that means shits bad over there, so... i dont know. Well its like 7 and im going to get dressed and go out and have fun cuz im not staying home tonight... Heres a song to live by

LILMAN X

Third Eye Blind - Semi-Charmed Life

I'm packed and I'm holding
I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden, she lives for me
She says she lives for me, Ovation, Her own motivation,
She comes round and she goes down on me,
And I make her smile, Like a drug for you,
Do ever what you want to do, Coming over you,
Keep on smilin', what we go through. One stop to the rhythm that divides you,
And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse,
Chop another line like a coda with a curse,
Come on like a freak show takes the stage.
We give them the games we play, she say,
I want something else,
to get me through this,
Semi-charmed kind of life, baby, babyI want something else,
I'm not listenin when you say,Goodbye?