Well its been a few interesting situations I have been in lately... People that I have met, People that I know and other shit that's just going on that's getting to me, and at the same time I just dust it off but it eats me inside at times... Example... I am not every one's savior... Ok if you need to be saved please go to a church and pray or talk to your local psychiatrist or something because this bullshit must stop or else one day the world is going to hate me... And what I mean by the world is every single person that has ever known me. May they be related to me or not they will know my wrath of Pissed off... All I am asking for is a few simple rules.. First, I will help you out but fucking-a how about you take a step out of your small insect world of problems and look at me for a second and see if I need some help or something like that, and IM not talking about talking or shit like that I mean other stuff... ( FIGURE IT OUT ASSHOLES!!!) Second, Instead of "my" or your relation ship drama bullshit how about hooking me up once and a wile and no, I just don't want any ho because if I did I would pick up my cell and call a few, how about a nice girl that has some sense of life and is good looking and actually wants something... Third and MOST IMPORTANT, I am not your bitch to be buying stuff and shit... All the crap I do like when I go out, EX: pay for entrance or food or w/e.. Hey its my money ok.. I am a fucking Finance wiz and I take my own money and make it work for me. So I make money, but I figure it for myself not tom, dick, and Jane... I do not like to pay for leeches.. I don't fucking care anymore who I hurt by this comment if you think it applies to your self then take offence or not I don't give a fuck.. GOT IT!... I am a independent person who is not employed, goes to school full time so I can make something out of myself, and I pay for my own stuff with my own money. I refuse to ask my mother who I know would be like ok no problem... But IM not like that, I pay for my own: Gas, Food, Drinks, entrance to Places, Dates, Ect... Here's what I ask myself almost 90% of the time when I go to bed, When the fuck is it going to be my turn... My time to be happy... You know when was the last time I was actually happy... Lets see, oh that's right I don't fucking remember its been that long... If I cant remember that means its been more than 4 years or so... I think little by little IM going to become a selfish person and just not give a fuck about anyone, think of myself first then possibly conceder other people into what IM doing or thinking... Yeah that sounds good because IM not getting shit out of this situation right now.. Maybe I should also speak my mind more often and tell people what I really think of them... Hey it sounds like a plan... Fuck it IM going to bed...
LILMAN X
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