If I could have just a moment of you {} would I be wanting more? {} If I could have a taste of you {} would I be addicted? {} If I could have just A..

Thinking, sitting, playing, hopeing, wishing, wondering, thinking some more, and waiting.... Well so my thoughts the last few days have been about a girl mostly that I care dear for but I wonder what the out come would of been different if I would of instigated something rather than just sit back and take no action.... So as I am lisening to this song titled Lorna Vallings - Taste, The lyrics hit me to think what it could be like or what would of been... Who knows even if I would of had a chance, maybe I am making all this hard thinking in for nothing anyways... But I will never know for sure.... All I can do is think about what could of been or what could be or what can be or what could of never been or what will never be... None of I know... I don't know what to tell you, sometimes I look at her and I just feel like giving her a hug and kissing her and holding her tight close to me, were no bad can happen, no one can hurt or harm her, and I will protect her to my best ability. All I can do now is sit here on the bench and watch the game until its my turn to play, if the game is not over by the time its my turn... Well so the dreaded holiday is coming up soon V-day... AKA Valentine's Day. Yet another year that I am alone and cursed and screwed with no one... Oh well fuck it, time to just kick back and blow shit up in the game world... Halo,CS, vice-city and maxpayne... My opinion in my view is a Cretan person who is currently with this girl is doing a shitty or shabby job of protecting, helping, and a decent job of careing for her... But hey I cant be counted on because I guess what I cant see I cant judge. I would rather not know or see what happends with them but I do ask time to time just because I care for her and I don't want to see her hurt. I find it funny because I ask and she thinks its because I make fun of her or I hate him... im not sure of why she gets that idea but it sure is funny at times... Well I am going to kick it back for a few days of gaming and hanging with the guys... BTW the lyrics to the song..

LILMAN X

Lorna Vallings - Taste

If I could have just a moment of you
Would I be wanting more?
If I could have just a taste of you
Would I be addicted?
If I could have just a touch of you
Could I tear myself away?
I would pray to be the rain that runs over and in your skin
With no consequence
To be the liquid in your glass that falls around your lips and mouth
Swallow me
If I could have just a breath of you
Would you, could you infect me?
If I could have just a view of you
Would you leave your door ajar?
If I could have just a part of you
Let me drink of your tides
I would pray to be the rain that runs over and in your skin
With no consequence
To be the liquid in your glass that falls around your lips and mouth
Swallow me
And after would the silence thicken, stiffen?
Would I run home in the dark with something stolen?
Would you be slinking in my conscience, laughing?
Would this hunger ever cease?
You are the cliff that I'm walking
Lord help me if I fall
Are you more than my hunger?Baby. Babe
Lord help me if I starve
If I could have just a moment of you
Would I be wanting more?
If I could have just a taste of you
Would I be addicted?
If I could have just a touch of you
Could I tear myself away?
I would pray to be the rain that runs over and in your skin
With no consequence
To be the liquid in your glass that falls around your lips and mouth
Swallow me
And after would the silence thicken, stiffen?
Would I run home in the dark with something stolen?
Would you be slinking in my conscience, laughing?
Would this hunger ever cease?
You are the cliff that I'm walking
Lord help me if I fall
Are you more than my hunger? Baby. Babe
Lord help me if I starve
If I could have just a taste of you
Would I be addicted?