Well today I started school once again... Fun as always, same people, same teacher's, so on... I have Unix/Linux class, which I have been waiting for so I hope it should be fun... Funny thing the more school changes the more it all stayed the same. Oh yet once again my mind has gotten a grip on my thoughts, so I was thinking about that girl that I like (the one I met in club hell) and how could I have been so stupid to not let her know how I felt about her, I mean I was almost sure that I let her know I liked her and I wanted to go on a date with her or even get with her. Usually I make it a bit extreme and very obvious when I like some one but I don't know what the hell went wrong or were did I go wrong... Some times I sit and think about comments that she makes about guys and stuff and see how it could apply to me but I find it useless since she has a man at the moment and I haven't a chance or a prayer in sight... Well so I screwed up but hey I still haven't gotten over it... Why I don't know because usually I'm like well screw it I done fucked up but now I have this regret at times that I didn't make a move or make it obvious, this sucks because I think too much and analyze shit too much and this is major so I don't know how many entry's I will write about it but I give it a few more at least... I think about it like...Why did she come to my room when she was not supposed to be in club hell, but she came anyways to see me... Or just why, ok im going to drive you and myself crazy... I am going to sleep... Some Nyquill for my stuffy head and sleep until I wake up tomorrow...
LILMAN X
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