Its about 5 am almost and I cant sleep at all.. Basically all night I have been up trying to get my mind off of some of the worst news I have found out in the longest time since my grandmother died... A close friend of mine has passed on and IM in shock. I was left speechless and still to now at this moment about almost 8 hrs later I still cant conceive this tragic event has occurred. I haven't been able to sleep, all I can do is think about this person, the best and most free spirit person I have known for a long time is gone... Yet it hasn't "hit" me I guess you could say, I know it happened and I know its real but the concept and reality of this event has not come to my "real" part of my life, maybe its the shock but eventually it will come to Parr... Its crazy how one moment you think the world is all in order and all of a sudden it comes to the fact that we are just alive until the body is no more and that "soul" or personality is gone and will never be no more... The biggest shock would be you never think its going to happen to you, people turn on the T.V. and watch the news or read the paper about something tragic that happened to some one you don't know until it hits home, its like a slap in the face when your trying to wake up from a dream. The dream only lasts so long until you wake up to the real world and events that occur to everyone but you never think its going to happen to you or some one you know. Life is just a Candle In The Wind as Elton John wrote...
Alex,
R.I.P. lala ( I love you and miss you)
Elton John - Candle In The Wind
Goodbye Norma Jean
Though I never knew you at all
You had the grace to hold yourself
While those around you crawled
They crawled out of the woodwork
And they whispered into your brain
They set you on the treadmill
And they made you change your name
And it seems to me you lived your life
Like a candle in the wind
Never knowing who to cling to
When the rain set in
And I would have liked to have known you
But I was just a kid
Your candle burned out long before
Your legend ever did
Loneliness was tough
The toughest role you ever played
Hollywood created a superstar
And pain was the price you paid
Even when you died
Oh the press still hounded you
All the papers had to say
Was that Marilyn was found in the nude
Goodbye Norma Jean
From the young man in the 22nd row
Who sees you as something as more than sexual
More than just our Marilyn Monroe
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Hey, I was her friend too, and i know exactly how you feel. i was also friends with karolina.It was the wrost time of my life, looking at the face of death, but death was once your friend ...its so unbelieveable i still cant believe it until this day...i wish to see them again one day
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