Splitting my self thin

Well its was a good weekend and I did a lot of productive things... One thing I did was it was one of my boys birthday so we all were hanging out at the bowling place.. Doncarters, its an awesome place too bad its ganna go soon... Its been sold and an office building is going to be in its place soon but oh well like all my youth hang out slowly going away making room for some crap office... I have a feeling lately I've been splitting my self thin and doing way too much... Once more I think IM trying to please too many people and IM starting to get to the point once more IM not going to give a damm... I hate being split up into different events and trying to do every thing because yeah I enjoy it but it get way too tiering and I cant stand it... Like today I feel soo tired and its only 11pm... Usually I not ready to go to bed but today IM just soo sleepy and mentally tired I think IM going to just sleep all day tomorrow... I wish I could but I do have school and stuff I have to do so w/e... I have a long day ahead of me, School (the class that I hate F.Y.I.) Hair appointment to get it nice and short, Visit some one in the hospital, Fill in for some one at lollipop and I have a paper due next Monday that I have to do lots or research on... Good greef it never stops... Good night

LILMAN X


EVANESCENCE - MY IMMORTAL (PIANO VERSION) LYRICS

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
I would give the very breath from my chest
To give you all the things
That my mind couldn't bear

And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

Chorus:
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me

Chorus:
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

I'd love to walk away
And pull myself out of the rain
But I cant leave without you
I'd love to live without
The constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When youd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me