Sunday, June 16, 2002

Back and new chapter starts....

I know its been forever since ive written but im sorry i just havent had anything to write about. Ok the thing was that your more to me like the way i can express my self out but now that things are ganna change i may need you agen. Ok so im lieing, its been a horrible summer so far. Not haveing her here not knowing what she is doing worrying if shes ok, wondering who is looking at her as a peace of meat. Now this is whats going on... i dont know what i should do, about my situation. somthimes i think just leave it alone and be done with it but i really wanna stand up and say somthing. something that might mean good or somthing that might help me win her back. i dont know what to do any more all i know is in one week my life will be happy agen because she will be back and i will be able to see her agen. i truthfauly dont care if shes mine or not its just that im just happy being around her. just seeing her fills me with joy, but at the same time i hurt wishing i could so just kiss her lips and say i love you. But i can't. all i can do is just wish and hope. i just want it to be how it was befor. Only time will tell......

LIL MAN X