Madness update from the front lines of MCH

So lets see its been a bunch of days since I have been able to write.. Well lets see now I am still here at mch, I have passed my second hurricane here in the hospital, like every major disaster I have had happen wile I have been in- house... I can't believe this shit... What is it with me and hell happening wile I am in this place? I mean I lost my phone, got in trouble for a bunch of stupid shit that didn't even matter but I mean wtf is wrong with the world since I have been admitted. Geez cant a nigga get a brake? I mean ok so I have to have some kind of control but I have had absolutely nothing since I have been here. The only thing I have controlled so far is my sanity but even that at times I louse. Ok venting done, lets get some updates to situations and events... Alain... Well he's doing good I mean so far he's in school managing to survive with out my insane self helping him out and stuff... The "crew" by the hood... UMM... Damm a lot of stuff has happened with the crew I hear stuff like people getting it on and shit is just breaking loose... Luis... If I had the power in me I would so help him out, first of all I would make sure that he is happy with the person that he would like to be with and I would also have him working a job that he would love to have, but I cant do anything but just try to talk to him... What worries me is this new interest of moving to Orlando and hanging out with "pinky".... WTF how the hell is he in the picture? Were did he come from all of a sudden and who's the influence in it. W/e out of my control I cant do anything about it... For the moment... So lets see oh ya I have a new friend her name is percilla and I met her here so w/e I haven't been able to hang out with her except for the time she was admitted but its all good as soon as I get out of here IM sure we can chill and hang out. School is still a problem and I think IM going to miss another semester and this is going to push my graduation back but w/e fuck it what can I do but just bitch and mone like a punk about it... dammit it and my fault. Trying to find a job here at Mch but its failing so far and it always has.. oooohh there is this real cool nurse here named amber who is or was dating some famous person witch I wont mention his name. I hope we can hang out when I get out.. Basically it has been crazy and stuff is out of control and stuff but IM trying to keep what is left of my world together... Got a replacement to my phone its the same exact one but different.. Need to hack it so it addaps to cingurlar singnal and stuff. I still don't feel well and I don't know what's going on with my body and I want to feel like I was when I was doing good. My situation with the opposite sex is w/e... No activity is the only way I can put it... HURRICANE UPDATE: The hurricane this time around was super crazy, but not as insane as last time. This time around at least people weren't camped out here for 72hrs and the sleeping situation was much better and a lot less leeching than last time. Basically my hurricane day was me here in my room playing house keeper and attending to my friends and stuff members, it was cool just haning out most of the night just chilling and eating shit. Oh the best part was hanging out by the ambulence bay were there was tables set up and people playind dominos and poker in the ER lobbly. This was super slack this time around people weren't as tence and stressed since they did it before and it was all sorted out from the last event. All I have to say is bacardi hurricane and the toast to the hurricane >_< . My plans for getting out of here are so meany and i dont know how im going to ajust to the same thing over and over every day, but dammit i need out of here its just getting too crazy and now im getting complications due to all the meds and crap they gave me... so much shit i have to do when i get out of here its crazy... Well i will try to write and update this as much as i can... im sure i will have plenty to write about, i know im always thinking of somthing new...

LILMAN X

Hell of the mch sespool

well so i am here at mch. sucks to be me. i hate this place because i am here board with no internetconnection and both my pcs here with me. its like a slow torture that creeps at me only because its lke the jacks are in the room and i know the internetconnection is there but they wont bother to hook me up. i hate this shit, w/e fuk it, what can i do. my life is like slowly falling appart because i am stuck in the 4 walls of this crazy place. well school is on hold so i had to take a leave of absence because other wise it would get counted agenst me, my car is sitting in the same damm place i left it befor i came to this spon of hell and i wish i could cruse around with my Basss blasting. i miss my car >_< . Oh ya... I LOST MY DAMM PHONE!!! FUCK !!! my phone with all my digi pics and all my numbers of girls i would pick up and stuff lke that. w/e i need to get out of here ASAP because im going nuts... i need some stabilitty in my life. Well so i dont know how this is going to end... i hope not bad but w/e. must go hiding a portable laptop that the nurses use to chart so i need to bounce keep you all updated on my hell of this life...... HELP


lilman X