NEW YR NEW STUFF NEW BEGINING

Well 2003 is gone and so is the bad times and good times I have had this year. Its strange how in only 365 days and 24hrs a day so much has changed, time is taken for granted, people take every moment as if it would never exist but it comes and goes faster than you can imagine. One major change that has happened is my friendship with a person who I thought we would get old and hang out a lot and know each other our entire lives has ended. It truly saddened me but what can I do about this situation. What happened has happened and I can't do anything about it. Time will tell what will happen in the future. This yr 2004 is a new yr new beginnings and maybe some ends that may come as the days pass by. Time is strange as it is here it is going somewhere else. Kind of like an event I was talking about to my friends dad, a galaxy far far away is emitting light to our current place and time but according to what the theory is that place in time is over done with not extinction... How strange how life, time, light works. I remember not even 6 months ago I was at some party with some girl I didn't even know and trying to get her number to perhaps date her.... What was I thinking at the time.... I guess I was in a position of alone but w/e times have changed and now IM going on a different path... Screw all that stupid party drink and screw life... Its not worth it. Well IM not interested that life, now what IM going to do is school and what I have to resolve with my health... Friends have been cut to a group that I trust and I keep close.