I say good bye for now till i see her

Today i saw my angle, she looked as hevenly as always. she came over to stay a lil wile at my house so we could spend time befor she leaves to go back home. I just wish she didnt have to go and could stay down here, i mean i know she will be back and i will see her agen but its just so hard when you get to see this person every day i just dont know how to explane it. Sometimes i think i over react to things and yes sometimes i do but i just feel this way about her. Well i gave her a big hug and let her go. 2marrow night will be my night when i will feel it the most so my good friends have planed a good night of distraction and "pain killers" for me to enjoy and take my mind of my worrys. i guess i just will have to wait to see the sweet angel loveing face that i love and can just stare at for hrs. I will talk to her but not seeing her face to face will be a hard ship i will just have to face.

LIL MAN X

i still love her and shes leaveing

Today i spent time with my angle and my best friend. Watching a movie that we rented at block buster. I will be thruthfule i didnt watch much of that movie i kinda but when we saw the second one i began to think, think about whats going to happen, think about her leaveing going back home, going to places witch i dont know if she will be safe or not. Worrying about people that will be a round her and the enviroment she will be in, truthfuly im worryed about her going to the behated city. Well all and all i had a awsome day i did radio lollipop and i did a few other things well i guess now i will be heading to bed and wake up and finish what i have to do...


LIL MAN X

Ziti and my sleeping angle

Ah today my princess came over to cook for me. I love it when she comes over, i feel so happy just to see her. I dont know why but i just get exited and happy when im around her. w/e besides that she made ziti, oh man was it good wow i loved it infact i saved some to eat later. Then i whent to the computer wile she took a lil nap on my sofa and i was just watching her wile she slepted so peacfuly. She looked like a sleeping angle that had fallen and had a long day. I just wish i could see more of the sleeping angle or just the princess as i call her. Today was a good day infact it was one of the best ive had in a wile well my thought for the day is sometimes you wish and wish and wish and some times it comes true i know mine did.. lets see how the rest of the dreaded week comes out so far so good....

LIL MAN X

been a wile...

Ok so its been about a week since ive writen sue me.. It just been crazy around here stuff going on people asking shit from me left and right just cans stand that shit. It gets to me so easly. Things have been going good with me i feel grate im latly going out alot with my peeps chilling and relaxing and partying, sometime i do shit i shuldent do but w/e i say fuk it. Its been a good weekend and then its going to be a good week but when friday comes and satureday thats going to be the shitty days and i dont care im going to go out and get fubar to forget about my worrys w/e my problem not yours. Now why is it going to be shitty well cuz someone i love and care about is going to be far away and i guess i wll see them soon but i rather see them as often as i usaly do but w/e im sure i will survive i hope w/e now time to sleep got a busy day. i will write soon

LIL MAN X