Events of Me and The Study Of Miami Effect..

Well so today was just a regular day besides the doctors visit to the hematologist... The guy is cool and he know his stuff and I like his idea's much more than the doctor I was seeing at MCH... I didn't attend school this morning because once more I could not sleep all night long and I was up until about 5 am or so... I got up rather late like around 10 or so, and I figured I would also prepare the papers for this doc... Now to the matter of My Personal Study On: Effects of Miami... I was out all weekend long from last Thursday until Sunday partying with my friends and having a lot of fun... Now I don't know if its just this city or any city with the atmosphere of "lack of a care" but an observation of mine has been that a lot of people are trying to fill their lives with something, May it be, one night stands or hooking up with people at "cultural Gatherings" also known as a club or a venue that a mass of people being all within the same age go to... I bet if a study was done on cities around the world Miami would fall under the top 10 if not the top 5 of single people seeking some one else or just seeking something to fill the emptiness.. I don't consider myself a typical Miami person, because I do not seek the need to fill my empty spot or feel the need to be greedy of material things. Now I am human and sometimes I do need that empty spot filled, but I don't seek it often.... Every one needs to sin, every once in a while but what is the true meaning of this word "SIN" how do we distinguish this, is it just not an active for Cultural standard? I think we seek to draw a fine line every day more and more thin on what is excepted and what is not... This weekend I met a person who was here on vacation and she and I discussed the differences in our countries... The Midwest I think is rather high on themselves and since the rest of the world is older than us I think they have a much better mature view on the aspect of life..

LILMAN X

$24 Bills Dance, Day One Of Sin Weekend...

Well I was thinking of usesing code names for the following people but I think I will exclude one person... Today at of Midnight is fred's Birthday, So we are having a weekend of Pure Party after Party; "Sin Weekend" I call it. Nothing too bad but not our usual going out or hanging out nights... It was Me My boy Dio, and two girls... Lets label the girls "cubana" and Ms. "Party" girl, Also Fred's Pal Jeramy was also hanging with us... So the plan was to go to Martini Bar at Sunset Place, Possibly the Grove after.... So we show up at Martini Bar and its almost dead... So w/e we had our own fun times and had a few drinks, Danced amongst our selfs and chilled... So since all we did was basically drink we were, good and juiced up and ready to go... So we thought of going to Senor Frog's... Well I don't know who it was, or who thought up of the idea to go to a Strip bar... So since we were in the mood for w/e, the girls were like umm okie, and you know the guys were like hell yeah... So we piled into the cars and drove to Alley Cat's... Well lets just say it was the first time Cubana has ever been in a strip bar... I think Party girl has but IM not too sure... Well All I know is I had Tits in my face, often and I don't know who it was the second time but I got a hell of a lap dance Twice and The first lap dance my boy dio hooked it up... OMG that girl was like all over me and shit.. She was like rubbing all up on my, Well you know and feeling me all up and I was feeling her all up.. Damm... Fred had a good time, I think he got more of a kick watching Cubana and party girl getting cuchie and tits in there face all the time... That was a trip... Wow... What a night and it wasn't expensive... Well IM sleepy and IM going to bed.. Who knows what Sin Day two will bring...

LILMAN X

P.S. I might write more tomorrow, And I have pics of the strip bar!

Non-Productive Day Of Lazy nada...

Well i didnt do jack shit today... Not proud of it... Well bullshit i am... I didnt do crap but stay in my pj's all day long and chill at home, i sorta messed around with the computer im building but w/e i didnt do much... Just started it up to see all the sexy light and watch it glow... Besides that nothing else was done... I was going to, Call my doctor, Clean and wax my car and then after that i was going to go look for a flat screen at tiger and pick up my room or i should say clean it more like it... Also wash cloths and stuff... But i didnt do jack... i dont know why but i just didnt feel like doing anything... Energy was gone and the erdge to do somthing was just Blah... Its just one of thouse days you just dont feel like doing anything but watch tv and lay around... Well tomarrow i must be productive... Falling behind on my stuff... Well going to bed...

LILMAN X

Must be your skin that I'm sinkin in
Must be for real cause now I can feel
and I didn't mind
it's not my kind
not my time to wonder why
everything's gone white
and everything's grey
now your here now you away
I don't want this
remember that
I'll never forget where your at
don't let the days go by
glycerine

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
are you at one
or do you lie
we live in a wheel
where everyone steals
but when we rise it's like strawberry fields

If I treated you bad
you bruise my face
couldn't love you more
you got a beautiful taste
don't let the days go by
could have been easier on you
I coudn't change though I wanted to
could have been easier by three
our old friend fear and you and me
glycerine (repeat)
don't let the days go by
glycerine

I needed you more
when we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
it might just be
clear simple and plain
that's just fine
that's just one of my names
don't let the days go by
could've been easier on you
glycerine

Status: Brain OffLine... Reason: Unknown

Well today I had class and the worst part is its a class I have done or did partly... I was absent like the last 3 or 2 weeks and they failed me or gave me an incomplete... W/e IM fucking pissed off about it... I see it two ways, tomorrow IM going to argue with the dean, if he says there's no way out and I have to take this class then fine... A extreme easy semester and I do jack shit but learn the same crap I already know or get into a new class... For some reason I have felt just blah... I mean IM tired and not energized or just not myself... I don't know if my blood count is dropping or something is going on but w/e, IM going to try to do a few things to solve it... If its not working then I will seek other help, Aka doctor check up... I was not a productive one today at all... I came home from class slept one hr, then took the seat covers, the bunny with the panda and my steering wheel off tossed them in the washer and slept once more... Got up put them up to dry, got something to eat, slept some more, then I was watching TV until now... Damm I have to do something tomorrow, sick of being lazy, I must be productive >_< I need to clean my room, clean the car, build the badass pc and so on... So much stuff, but i lack the force to do it... Well w/e i will see what is going to happen tomarrow... So tierd i dont know why... going to messige some people check email and sleep... Who knows what time i will get up tomarrow...

lilmanx

Part 2 of what a day... / Today's thoughts

Well so I sed I would continue what I wrote about yesterday and I shall, some of it... So yeah I was at a gay bar thanks to my friends all girls wanted to go out yesterday and I ended up once more being dragged into something I didn't feel like going to... W/e so at least I knew some people at the place because its where the gothic place thing happens so its cool... Me and the Capitan were the only 2 guys who must of been straight, oh well yeah 2 others but they left early that night... We where there all night long... The Capitan and his "mate" me and my party girl and the Capitan's "Guest"... So since I was the skipper (second in command) I had to make sure it was all smooth, or at least the part the Capitan put me in charge of... Lets just put it like this... Most of the night I would say I was making sure the "guest" was ok because some, lets call them a Pirate was after the guest all night... So since I had to make sure the Pirate was behaving with the guest I was busy... First of all I was protecting myself because lets just say I was hit on by a lot of the flamers that were there that night... It was not pretty... Second my party girl was kinda tipsy and I made sure she was ok all night, then I was keeping watch after the guest and last making sure the Pirate was doing what he was supposed to... What a night... Change of subject... Well so today I didn't do anything because I just stayed at home all day long because I didn't feel like doing anything from being so tired from the weekend... Tomorrow I start my new class, so that should be fun... After school I have a list of stuff I have to get done so IM going to go to bed and rest for tomorrows Crazy day..

LILMAN X

What a day... Everything happened except my own "sastisfaction" Part 1

Well so I thought it was going to be a Sunday like everyother one except some small stuff... Well I was way wrong... Let me start off with I went to the beach today to hang out with a friend... So w/e I met I think most of her family if not all and I found out theres a 4 to1 girl ratio for them... So many were just girls, like maybe 3 boys in total... That's some crazy stuff... So I had fun, I didn't go in the water but I just was chilling most of the time... After that I decided to go to kariokie at titanic... Well same old stuff as always but a the difference was I was intrested and waiting for some one, that was the idea of me going... Or so I thought... Well it ended up turning out that I didn't get what I intended for... I actually kinda got shafted on this deal... So w/e I delta with it... After that I was going to go home, one of our friends told us hey there's a club called O-Zone... Well I know that place and let me tell you on Sunday night its gay guys and drag shows... So I told them what it was and they were like... "Oh lets go"... I was like um ok... So I got suckered in to all of this so about 8 people were at a gay club, and all where straight... So yeah... Well IM sleepy and IM going to bed... So if you want to find out more about what happened your going to have to wait until I write part2 of what happened... Sorry...

LILMAN X

Productive Night... Sleepy

Well so the rest of the night turned out to be good... I ended up going to the grove to hang with Anna and Tania and meeting them up at fat Tuesdays... It was a short chilling session but w/e it def made my night better considering the drama and crap that happened earlier... So yeah that's about all I have to tell... Going to bed because IM headed to the beach 2marrow

Lilman x

Oh yeah see anything different on my myspace?

Sat 11:58 X_X Fuck! >_< dammit....

Well its 11:58 and it sucks... dramma!!! this sucks i hate bullshit and crap that just should not be... I just got home right now and it late and i wanted to go out but i have to get up early like around 9 am... blast, car broke down, not mines my friends i tryed to help him out and now im screwd... fuck it im going out!!!

LILMAN X

Its 5AM And Im Still Awake

Well so its like 5 something almost 6 and I just got home like I walked in the door took off my cloths got in my pj's and I cant go to sleep... So I am writing on here because I just cant get no sleep... So tonight was good, it was the night of the improv and the silent ocction and it all whent well so w/e its all cool. After that event we all decided to go to Fat Tuesday's to hang out and have a few drinks, I had a Heine as always and then and the rest of the group got mixed stuff... So tonight I met a girl, very nice girl I must say, from out of town and she was here on vacation... So w/e we started talking and I think we had a nice time... So it was getting late and we all wanted to go home to sleep... Well someone who will remain nameless, decided to "talk" to his date I guess you could call her, for a extremely long time wile I was hanging out with the out of towner... She was good to hang out with but she was extremely tired and sleepy, also take into count she had a bunch of drinks in her... So w/e she eventually fell alseep and me, "Mr. Nice guys finish last" told myself that I would say with her until "Mr. Talking" was well "Talking". So w/e it endind up to be a long "conversation" and I came home at this time... I wanted to go to the mourge and see if anyone was there that I know but by the time I got out of the grove it was like 5:30 so w/e... Maybe next week if nothing crazy happens

Lilman x (sleepy)

Its all over and about time... Short Review

Well so the hell of the fair is finaly over, no more dealing with stupid people comming to have fun and they dont know were they are... No more, can i use your cellphone, no more wheres the bathroom, no more mothers telling there kids to peee in the corner bush, no more people jumping the fence becaue they are too cheep or broke to get into the fair, no more shit heads! I am sooo glad that damm fair is over... What a pain it was to go after school and work all day long in the hot sun and the cold night to then have to attend stupid people who cant help themselfs... Basicly thats what it looked like everyday i was there just a mess of people... it looked like a sea of people or i should say fools... its crazy shit... but it had its nice times when i could see the sunset and i got to see this... I loved the sunset because i usally was never interuped durning that time... Now i am sick with a stupid cold thanks to people spreading germs and the hot and cold nights and days... W/e Fuck it its over now its time to get back to norm and party relax and enjoy some "me" time... My friends must be wondering were i have been all this time... Well im going to bed...

Lilman x (no more Guard Joe)