One part battery acid mixed with the books are fun...

Well let me tell you, I feel like my Brain is on something... Studying for my finals is not easy... I feel like I took some battery acid and put it inside my brain and just mixed it up with some stuff... Yeah headache for sure, body aches hellz yeah... Oh am I stressed... Fuk yeah I am... I must De-stress after Thursday because damm... I have been studying and making sure I know my shit so I can pass my finals... Thank god I have it super easy next term... This weekend... If I remember it I will be disappointed... I am going to, Drink like a mad man, Dance with the finest girls I can possibly find and just make sure its one big party... Because if I study this hard I have to party harder... Maybe I will get lucky too ... LOL J/k Naw I better be good or people are going to call me and be like what's this I was reading on your blogg.. W/e like anyone reads this... Well actually I get a lot of hits so who knows... Hey you don't like my party attitude... Join me, IM sure you'll just change your mind... Get you all crunked up and stuff... LOL ... Anyways now IM going to shower and study until about 4 A.M. or 5 then nap for like 2 hrs then school... Wish me luck and see if I can still write after IM done with finals >_<

LILMANX (On Book Acid)

He Who comes second comes last...

Well its the beginning of the week... Monday... Yay.. (yeah right)... Today I got my final review for Vincent security class and w/e I just have to cram it 2marrow and I will pass the final with no problem... 2marrow I get my review for Leo's class... I am not looking forward to that for sure... I know Leo and he is going to make it super, super hard... So that's going to kill me.. Eh... w/e I will pass it... Just do what I always do... Turn the cell off put up and awaymessige like leave me alone and I wont be bothered so I can cram my brain until I cant think anymore... No problem... >_< ... I swear i can never win... always second to last... I found out today our stupid school was not doing the ordering the books over the internet... Ok fine no problem they will provide us with the books... Well i gather my schedual for next term, F.Y.I. I only have one class monday's and wendsdays... So w/e I walk all the way to the other end of campus wich is far so i get there and found out they dont have the stupid book... I was like hello my class starts next monday, would you like me to pull the book out of my ass? So w/e the lady explains since the online thing didnt go they had to bring all the books and bla bla bla.. Well why the hell are all the books there except mine? WTF? i dont get it... So she told me we orderd them... A.K.A. next week sometime? W/e fuk them man for real... Also, What is it with girls lately... Every girl i know, and thats alot, is like treating me like second to none... i mean ok i dont ask for number 1 but shit... Remember me besides when you need to 1. talk about somthing to do with another guy... 2. Talk about how much your life sucks 3. talk about your love life 4. last but not least call me for a party or to see if i can entertain you... What the hell am i a phycologest and a party mixed with a personal entertainer? Common... Good greef... W/e im just sick of second to nothing, its like i try for number 1 but i get number 2... or if not last... good greef... monday, who knows whats next?

LILMAN X >_<

bu ba baaaddd..... >_<

Well so last night was super fun... After lollipop everyone knows IM always up for party time, so it was me Fred and 2 girls... So we met up at TU TU Tango, had some drinks then over to fat Tuesday's... More drinks and dancing... It was 1$ buds so I was a happy man... After that me and Fred hit the beach to check out a few places I was interested in checking out so that lasted till about 4:30 am... After that I slept for oh an hr or so got up had something to eat... Study for a test I had today and then got home and had a long long nap... Didn't do anything tonight because IM way too tired and now IM going to bed because I am sleeping in 2marrow... I feel extremely mischievous this weekend... soo who knows... Catch ya on the flip side... >_<

Llilman x

Were am I going but why is it all the same...

Well what did I do today... IM sore as hell but I do know the shutters are staying up.... NO way in hell I am taking them down if another hurricane is comings... I don't think this crap is over yet so w/e they are staying at least the ones that are clear the rest w/e ok I will take them down its just 3 windows... But no way... My arms, legs and back hurt like hell, and with no girl to give me a massage or say its ok fuk that even more... Well today I was thinking about how things change but they some how always stay the same... kinda like my life repeats its self or is in a loop of random but still some how its the same cycle .... w/e just wired things that are going on and I have to figure out... Some times I just want to pack up move out of Miami and maybe things will change but who knows... The way I see things they follow me or just stay the same, no matter how hard I try to change them or get out of the loop... This weekend IM going to do something that will get me out of the loop or keep me in them... Screw this IM tired of it... I need change or stability one of the above... But first before that party drink and be happy so w/e toss it to the wind and say screw it... IM taking 2 advil for my body aches and going to bed... Good night world of loopness...

LILMAN X

Ehh... My Head Hurts... Relaxed day...

Well today, didn't do jack... Too tired to do anything actually. I got home late last night from a privet party... Had a few drinks, watched a movie ect... I had a grate time... I think I will do this more often, its a good way to relax, even if they live super far away but hey what can I do about it... I think its worth the trip... Well I have a headache today, don't know if its from all the alcohol because I usually get them if I drink a bit too much, but I don't think I did... I mean I didn't even get tipsy or anything... Eh w/e... Fuk it I know IM not supposed to drink but w/e I don't care at the moment, I am in a eminem mood... (his song, I just don't give a Fu*k) because I am going to live it up this month and the next... After that I will be good... I miss my bad self, its been dormant too long... That side needs to come out and play some... >_< well im going to shower and sleep, even if its only 10pm

LILMAN X

TGIF... Who cares I worked my butt off...

Well so today is Friday or was actually now... I stayed home tonight to fix Luis's computer and also to fix mines... Well I got his all done the only problem now is I have to do my own PC... As many of you know I love my PC but since the hard drive crashed I haven't used it... So I just left it there in a corner to collect dust like a dead insect after its killed by poison... Well I have to get it up and running so my bad ass PC can be up and running once more 24/7 or close to it... Actually I did sorta work on it, well no I lie... I cleaned the "computer room" were I keep all my spare parts and other computer stuff... I found out I have a lot of parts... But the only problem is they are old... But hey its still good stuff... I say why trash working parts... Keep them you never know when you will need them... So today was not much stuff but wow... I am super tired from organizing that stuff... I wonder what IM going to do 2marrow... I want to go out or something... Maybe I will call some people up so I can party... Dammit I will go out and do something, I mean I just cant stay home all weekend working on my PC... Well I can, but I have done that way too many times... I am no longer a nerd... IM a nerd with a wild side... LOL ... Well IM going to finish up and maybe start on my PC... I might be up late... And lollipop 2marrow ... Maybe...

LILMAN X

Blink 182 - I miss you (for my PC)

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head
(I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head
(I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head
(I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

What to do... What to do... Weekend is almost here

Well its another Thursday night... This time I didn't go out at all... Just came home and turned on the T.V. and watched E.R. It was the final episode were carter leaves and all that drama happends and stuff... I don't like the show with out him but who knows probably it will be the last season of the show IM sure... I mean common no originals left in the show so it must end... Today was fun... Class and some stuff I took care of... A lot of things have changed in the north west (were I get my PC parts from) but its still a cool place... Went to lollipop and had fun doing my dj thing... I saw Gaby tonight... Poor gaby, I mean she's not stressed but still I feel bad she's studying so so much... She trys so hard... I hope she will pass with flying colors... And soon too I miss spending time with her, but she has to do that school thing so she can get into med school and be a grate doc so she can be my under study and I can fully teach her everything I know about how to be a doctor and not just a doctor who just takes care of the sickness but who takes care of the humanbean... Very much different kind of doctors out there... Like I always say... You can treat an aliment but first treat the person before... Well hopefully soon I will get to hang with her... Although I think I spend the most time lately taking to her than any of her friends so I feel privileged... Well its late... Time for bed... Maybe... Weekend ... AKA PARTY!

LILMAN X

Sharper than sharp... Watch out I will make ya bleed... holla

Ok I don't know what is up with that subject line but I have been making shit up like that all day long... Like saying: watch out now because if you look at me your shades will shatter... LOL, ok so I am in a weird mood... A good mood I guess you could say... I do feel better, maybe what I needed was a good rest and relaxing... Well I did relax, more than I usually do, so w/e... Chilled out to the max I am, so here I go to the bathroom to relax to the max... LOL... Ok so I am really out of no were in a good mood... Something good must happen eventually... Because why would I be going insane in the membrane... LOL... Ok for real, I did some home work, oh and I talked to roxy today... Been a wile since we have chatted.. It was good talking to her... She's kinda like my guide to my problems, she sets me str8 most of the time... Anyways... Like I sed before, I must run to the room to relax to the max and chillaxs until the candle wax is gone to the end of the buring wick, so just like that im out like a flash... PEACE >_<

LILMAN X

I Feel like crap, Checked out, what's going on?

Well today I just felt like shit in class... I woke up super late to leo's class and when I got there I just felt like being in bed... I don't know what the hell is wrong with me... Something but I don't know what... Usually IM better at self-diagnosis than the small minded doctors I know, except for the one's who know my case; well but this time me and them both are stuck on what's wrong with me... Odd... I know I feel drained... So I had my blood count checked out today... Its fine a bit low but nothing I can't handle or need to go to the hospital for... So maybe its the cold that is comming back? I know I have an infection somewhere because my blood count is all over the place... Where I have no clue... I think what I should do 2marrow is stay home and relax... Maybe since I am stressed and I feel like crap and maybe everything has come all at once its got me down... Maybe a good day of relaxing and doing everything I have to do to take care of my self 100% will make me feel better... I mean I cant take care of my self to 100% every day... I have to live and do stuff and its impossible to do everything and take care of my self 100%, I figure 90% is fine... I guess that 10% adds up slowly and catches my ass in the end... W/e... On another note... I talked to almost everyone by now... Found out peeps were just busy doing stuff and taking care of things... The only one I haven't talked to (at least on the phone) is gaby... I would tell you that I don't miss her voice or I don't miss hanging out with her, but we both know I would be lieing out of my ass... Right? I know she is super busy with school so I just want let her bee and when shies not busy I know she will call me.. Or at least I hope she would... I have been calling her and chilling with her a lot lately (which I love) but I have to let her be and she had to do her thing... Compared to what I do every day shies super busy, I live it busy too but not as much... More like busy with other things besides school... School is cake for me, Computers; its my thing and I could teach the class if I wanted to... Actually sometimes I do correct the teachers but they actually like that sometimes because we get into the "correct" ways to do things... Maybe this weekend comming up I might ask her to do something... ( hope she reads this )... Well people.. I don't know who reads this stuff but I just write... I think IM going to take a shower and watch something on T.V. until I fall asleep... Probably not until late if I know my self...

LILMAN X

Another day...

Well... Lets see, what can I say about today... First of all I didn't feel like getting out of bed this morning... IM not sure why... I have a lot of lack of energy lately, not sure why, actually I lie... I have an idea why the thing is I am just avoiding it... Avoiding the inevitable but w/e... Besides that nothing has happened today, just another day for me... Boring and uneventful... I hope 2marrow is more exciting because I just hate days with nothing happening... No one called me, I spoke to no one, did nothing... W/e Its 9:30 going to bed...

LILMAN X

Where is everyone>? Hellloooo... Anyone out there?

Well today was a quiet day I guess you could say... I spoke to no one, No one called me... I wonder if people moved to another plant or something... I usually get calls from people every day to say hi or what's up or how are you, but today was just like if everyone was gone or missing... The only one who showed up was Luis... Luis came over today and chilled at my house until about 9... I showed him the titanic kariokie place... He liked it but the odd part was none of my friends were there.... No javi, no pilar, mari, Lucy even that Goth dude... Odd... The only thing that did happen that was awesome was I saw this girl who I haven't seen in years... Her name is Veronica, wow I was taken back... At first I felt super bad about it because I couldn't put the face to the name... I knew that I met her before somewhere because I never forget a face but I couldn't remember her name or were exactly I met her... It took me a wile but as soon as I remembered I was like OMG... I admit I screwed up, she was an awesome friend and things just got weird between us... My problem was I didn't know what I wanted at that moment and I was kinda still searching for my self in what I wanted and stuff but, now is when I have my shit straight... I gave her my Myspace name and my phone number so I hope she calls... I would love to have her as my friend once more... At least this time I wont screw up and I know who my true friends are after the cutting of the evil and bad influences in my life... I do have to admit, I did cut a lot of bad out even if I didn't realize it until I was in bad waters... Now I just have people I can trust and good friends... Well if anyone is out there, please contact me to at least know the outside world is still alive... Kinda makes me sad in a way no one called me or at least told me hi today... W/e guess people were busy...

LILMAN X

Home Base Relaxing

So today was a good day... Relaxing I could say, I didn't go anywhere or do much... I did do radio lollipop this morning but only because I knew a few people were going to be out and I was going to help out my home girl pillar... So that was chill and after that I saw Dio for a few, haven't seen him in a wile and chilled at alien's house for a bit... That was about it... It did rain for a wile here but it was the calm rain that just hits your window with a soft noise on the roof as it falls down onto the ground... A noise I do enjoy some times when IM in my calm moods... I love that sound of water with just a hint of lightning with out the thunder noise and violence in it... Just a sweet game of the Angles playing in the clouds that sets off some lights as the earth Refreshes its self... Well I think IM going to finish here and get something sweet to eat before I go to bed and toss on a Anime and watch it and sleep... Maybe I wont set the alarm 2marrow, just get up when I get up... I leave you with some lyrics... Oh and check out the Video to the right, its awesome... Let me know if you cant see it

LILMAN X


(Sarah McLachlan - Angel)

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe; in this sweet madness
oh This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Two-thousand eight hundred and eighty minutes later... >_<

Well its today and I still haven't slept at all... I don't know how I have done this but w/e I did... Maybe it was all the caffeine in me or just the hype that kept me up all this time but I didn't sleep at all last night... After I wrote I was like well I could sleep for 2 hrs or so but I figured screw it... Why bother... So I just got something to eat and chilled in bed watching TV until I pretended to get up, So my parents wont be pissed that I didn't sleep at all, took a shower and got my stuff for school together and bounced... I got to school early today... So I did my bit of studying done, so that's out of the way until Sunday I still have a paper to write and some worksheet on converting Hex into binary and bla bla bla... So tonight I wanted to go out so bad... But no one wanted to go out... What losers... I wish I would of gone out anywhere... I hate staying home, especially when I haven't slept and IM delirious and hyper... That's the best time to do stuff because its like your floating and don't feel a thing, until the next day... Besides that it was a calm day, took care of a few things here and there... So w/e I think that's about it... Since I am home its like 10:30 I think IM just going to go to bed or chill there for a bit until my body says.. Sleep and I crash and fall asleep with out notice... This happends when you don't sleep for Two-thousand eight hundred and eighty minutes ( Figure it out)... Plans for the weekend... Don't know up in the Air I guess ... Well IM taking my butt to the shower and bed... But not before I put away the bat-mobile in the bat-cave...

LILMAN X (delirious) >_<

Sleep is but a word on my crazy days...

So I just got home like all of 5 mins ago... I was out chilling with Fred and marcina all night long... dammm, what was I thinking... I have school at 9 am but I get up like at 6 or 7 to study before class so... Yeah IM crazy, I think I have a test too but w/e I don't know how I do it but I sure do... I say party like rock stars... Wow what a party it was awesome, first we were at some Pub(English bar) which was by the way grate because it was a chill spot... Calm not to many people so we just chilled at a booth, oh yeah I behaved my self and didn't drink anything alcoholic... I had a plain diet coke because some one might kill me otherwise... After that we went to Mr moe's to chill some more... I didn't drink also, tempted so much but no just another diet coke so like after 2 more I was wired and I had to dance so I took marcina out to dance cuz shies my dancing girl LOL and I was doing my thing and I had like an audience looking at me so I gave a little show and I just bounced to this one guy who was looking and stuff and I was like oh go dance with her, her name is marcina, so I hooked her up and just slipped on out of the dance floor to sit for a bit, actually the rest of the night... I just was enjoying the music and people, chilling with Fred... So that's about it... Lets see I woke up at 6am its now almost 4 so yeah I think I will get 2 hrs of sleep... Maybe and then 2marrow... Who knows...

LILMAN X

Feeling better but still some shibby left around.... Ideas problems and solutions...

Well Today I felt better, honestly I thought I was going to wake up and be all screwd up. I guess some how I fixed myself.? Weird I know but hey, IM not asking how or why... The only problem was a killer Headache I had all day and it just got worse from the morning until about 3pm when I took a nap, it got a bit better but I also added the element of advil and other stuff to fix it... So it helped... I haven't spoken to anyone in a few days... J, jj or alaine... Odd I wonder why... Possibly they are pissed off because of Sunday? W/e they will come around, I just wanted to be with out the crew for a bit that day, its just everyday and no time for myself to enjoy the company of some one else... Speaking of someone, I haven't spoken to them since about Monday, I texted this person and I think I left a message but I haven't talked talk to them over the phone... I bet they are busy with lots of stuff... I think it might be a super busy week for them... I miss their voice.... On another note, School is going good.. Getting excellent grades but w/e I always do because computers is my thing.... I need to start working out more, different things besides jogging... I need a work out buddy or something... I hate working out alone I feel like a loser doing it by my self, that and I need some one to push me and I will do the same... I have to do something about my car soon... I keep telling my mom and dad I need either a new(used) car or paint and fix my brakes and other stuff that's wrong with that car... The way I see it IM better off getting a diff car because its just getting too expensive fixing up that car... That car needs: New pipe for exhaust, New brakes, Paint job, Fix up the interior ( because it looks nasty), a tune up, my system is shot because my amp is shot, one of the speakers I keep having to fix, my neon lights are shot, my fog-lights are disconnected and broken... So I think getting another ride is worth it... We will see what happends... If not screw it I drive my car until its death... Today I was looking at my financial ascetic's, in between Studying and Jogging... I noticed my system of getting income and stuff is not going to last if gas prices and other prices keep rising so IM going to first ask Jorge at school if I can get in back with them as student work study, If not IM going to go job hunting around here, anything, but it must be easy and part time.... w/e I still have plenty of time to look... I have plenty to last me this month and the next to splurge so IM cool... Well IM going to go organize my books and charge my electronic stuff... I think this weekend I will work on my PC there is an awsome deal at tigerdirect with a 250GB hard drive and I also have to buy a cover for my phone ... So much to do...*closes the notebook and puts it back on the shelf*

LILMAN X

Feeling sick and shibby... Must win the fight... (sigh)

I don't feel well at all... I woke up today late for class, I almost fell asleep in class to add to everything... It was like something str8 up from a NyQuil commercial... I was all stuffy and nasally and all crappy... On top of that I felt sick to my stomach and had a killer headache... I came home like around 1:30 because my stupid teacher out of all days decided to keep talking crap like always on the one day I felt like leaving early... What crap, I should of left but w/e I stayed tied to my chair like if it was thorns holding me down as I couldn't leave... When you feel sick like that people take my advice... Leave don't be stupid like me and stay because you want to be a good student... Hell he gave me a 90 for class participation... What bullshit I felt like crap, I mean he was lucky I was there... w/e... So we lost the game to F.S.U. The game was awesome... I was screaming and all, F.S.U. Played good, I think they deserve the victory (this time)... Oh yeah and I didn't go out yesterday too, which I was not happy about but w/e IM used to disappointments... Well IM going to take some NyQuil and go lay in bed until about 1, I cant miss my programs at midnight after that I will sleep... I HAD A BAD DAY.... All I have to say is Fuel- (had a) bad day Change all the words that have she and her and girl stuff to guy stuff and that's my song for the day... GOOD NIGHT

(sick) LILMAN X

GO CANES! / sorta shibby / Had lots of fun

Well its that time of the year, When I bring out my Larry coker Scrubs out and put them on under my jeans wile the canes play... Woot we are going to win you'll see... Today is the game V.S F.S.U and we will win, IM confident in the canes, Miami can do it! Well I Still have this cold I guess you can call it, and it has me a bit run down but IM doing just fine I think... Some other "people" noticed I was not feeling good but I know they care about me and that's why they tell me... Oh my complicated life I live... Too many things I want to do in one day and so many accomplishments I want to get done but I just don't have the time or energy any more to do them... I didn't sleep well at all last night... Thinking about stuff that worries me and stuff that I have to get done the next day and tasks I have to do... So many things, yet I would only ask for 5 main accomplishments 2 priority first and the others can be done. Its just not easy being me, I guess its my own fault I complicate my self... I think I deserve a good kick in the ass some times for setting such stupid goals and accomplishments I know are almost impossible but, I guess that's the war I fight everyday with my self and with my mind... Thinkers are not easy people... We have it easy from another person's view but we like to over think and perfect things until they are done right or done perfect... w/e enough about that... I know I haven't been feeling well and that's one of my many worries... I don't want to go down hill once more... I CANT, I think I will just lose it because everything is going almost perfect... IM going to school, hanging out with people, Chilling with Gaby... I don't want to go back to club hell, I don't wanna end up back on leave of absence and get away from my studies, I don't wanna miss out on going out with people, and who would want a loser stuck in club hell, I also wouldn't be able to get in shape... Damm this body of mine, why the fuk is it just being an asshole to me... I mean I do everything I can except for sleep and when I do it still screws me... I don't get it, IM taking medication, eating right, doing everything so wtf.... The worst part is I know it and I feel it but IM fighting it as much as I can, I know when people start telling me IM not looking good its gotten me because I can hide it super well and usually I win but IM just winning this round I think.. Maybe I still can win but ayyy... What a battle... Last night was fun, Gaby is always a pleasure to hang out with... She always makes my days better no matter how shibby I feel or w/e its like me + me... LOL... She's so beautiful and funny, and super smart... Her best quality is she is always honest and open with me, yeah she tells me the truth when IM being stupid, you all know I do this a lot... I like to put on a dammit face or a ok w/e face and I know it bothers the hell out of her but I love that reaction... Weird thing is we don't argue, at all now that I think of it... I don't know if that's healthy or a good thing...? Moments I have with her, I wish I could take a black magical pouch and take that moment in time and convert it into a Gem; that I could put inside the magical pouch and save it. So I can take it out later and look at the gem once more... I actually wrote a poem about it... Share it you say? Maybe, you all know I write poems but I haven't been inspired in a long long time to write one, maybe 3 yrs or so since I have actually wrote one... I hope she enjoys her self also, she's not to verbal, I guess I am more than her... Well enough about Gaby... Im sure Who ever is reading this is like what a loser... Eh bite me if you think that... Well the game is going to start soon so I am going to do something... What I have no clue... BUT DAMMIT IM GOING OUT!!! (i doubt it)

LILMAN X

Sniff... Sniff... Class today and WOOT I got an 85 !

Well today Friday I had class with Leo so w/e. We had to make up for the hurricane and stuff because my school is super strict on days we miss due to anything, so they figure Fridays in as make up days they have 7 or 8 of them for a term... So I studied last night until about oh I would say 3 maybe and I just was at a point I was thinking in binary damm I don't even remember most of it... I was all fuked up.. So w/e the test was super awesome thanks to late night cramming but I got an 85 so IM super happy with that grade... So far in the class I have a 4.0, and its going to stay like that! This term no messing around, or w/e this class is b/s stuff. Except maybe for Vincent's class, hes super easy and the class is cake... So today I chilled with jj, j, mike(aka luda) carlos, tiff, joy and mike and his girl Elaine... We were going to go to a southwest Miami SR high game (my old high school) but it was canceled because of rain and too muddy... I was going to get all my gear from when I was in high school too... My southwest t-shirt my megaphone, my purple stuff and everything... So w/e we ended up going to bird bowl to play some pool and maximum tuning( racing game) well they played that I rather play pool my fav past time.. So that was cool and then we just chilled after that for a bit and that's about it not much to say today... Mostly I wanted to go out and relax and forget about school and stuff so I had fun today.... I talked a little with Gaby too (always brightens up my day further) and now its bed time...

LILMAN X

delirious.....delirious.....delirious....

Wow all i have been doing for the last 2days is studying and more studying... Damm leo's class is not easy at all... The worst part is im in his class with out taking cisco... I mean i dont know how to subnet or conver binary or hex... Errr... what luck i have... I can deal with it... I mean i didnt get tested for an I.Q. test for nothing and got like borderline genius.. So i can do it its just my A.D.D. and my mind starts to wonder other places... I start thinking about what i have to do the next day, what i want to do and other stuff thats floating around in my head... Well... i got back from lollipop today, got to see gaby wich is always awsome, had fun with the kids... I love to cheer them up and thats about it... Since i got home i have been reading and i got like 4 chapters out of my way so i should be fine... I feel like my eyes are going to bleed, my head is going to jump out and blow up in my face or im going to pull my hairs out and screem as im pounding my face into some wall so i can pass out and maybe relax mentaly... No... that wont work thats just going to give me problems later... Eh (sigh) Well i def have to do somthing this weekend so untill 12:59 noon 2marrow i am a busy man after that i will study but not as much... i need to relax! i need to go out! i need to party!! i need.... stop being so- delirious delirious delirious delirious!!

LILMAN X

School with Brain Stew and I don't give a crap what time it is....

BLAST!!! Is all I have to say... Damm I have been a busy busy boy today... Damm... I just cant get over all the stuff I have done today... Wow talk about playing the Tech roll all day long... Well so I started my day off at 7 AM if not earlier I think because the sun was not out yet but it wasn't dark so... I got up took a shower went to school because I know staying home was pointless because I would end up back in bed so I decided to go study... So as IM sitting eating my empanada reading chapter 1, 2 and 3 Ximena called me to see what I was up to and I was like well class hasn't started and IM here studying. So I asked her if like later I could meet up with her to study or w/e and she was like fine... So w/e class was good because I have Vincent and he's easy so I just relaxed as much as I could in class and then we had some stupid project to do about, viruses, trojans, and script kittys... w/e easy but we had to do it in power point and he told up well take it home and bring it back next class... I was like hellz no im going to do it right now until class is done so I can turn it in and be done with it... So I did and it came out awesome too with all kind of animation and graphics and it only took me like 20 mins to do in total most of it was taken up looking up the info on the net so basically cake... After that Luis called me to fix his PC because it was broken and I told him his next day off I would help him so I did and he came over... I thought it would be something simple or w/e but no, never... When is anything I do with computers fast and easy, Rare or almost never... So yeah new mother-board and reinstall windows and all kind of stuff... What a pain, I mean I don't mind doing it, just the actual computer being a pain in my ass... Oh yeah and inbetween fixing luis's computer my grandmother called me saying her satellite was not working.. Wonderful, so I head out to Flagler and 60 something and I was like ok w/e I need to go that ways to pick up a mother-board for luis's computer... Well I get there and she's all pissed because I was like wtf you expect me to dump what IM doing and fly over here because you cant watch TV too well I mean, HELLO you do have cable after all... So the problem was the positioning of the damm dish its self after one hour of figuring out stuff. So I did my best and I left, picked up a mother board and came back here to get the computer and go to luis's house... Ok well So windows didn't want to install so back over to my house to get a special program to save his files and wipe clean and reinstall fresh copy... By that time it was like 10 or so... Windows takes about an hr more or less not counting on moving files that he needed to save... Well did that and had to call Pakistan (California) to speak with Rob (bullshit) so I could say yes I need a product key and this is the only copy of windows I have installed on here and no other machine... What a bunch of crap acting all American with that damm fake accent... Oh I also talked to hottie for a few, at least that made my day because I swear my day has not been the best after playing tech all day and dealing with stuff... Well so after luis left I was studying a little bit because I have LEO 2marrow.. FUN! (hang me please) So I hope 2marrow go's good because I need a good day... Oh yeah a bunch of crap my school is the next 3 or 4 Fridays I have class thanks to all the days we missed... Dammit... Well I think I should get some sleep because I have to get up at 7 or 6:30 so I can finish studying some... Oh yeah yesterday I whent on date #2 with hottie and it was awesome.. Maybe I will write about it but I dunno depends if my day is complicated or not if I have time bla bla bla ... Well so that's it and... Error!!#@#!@$#%@#%100100111000000110000011000000110 Error.....

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