Tuesday, December 02, 2003

Life of the nothingness hell life...

Well every day that passes by is like a hell of an inferno that burns like the fires of hell that was set to maximum heat and the heater truned to 1 million... I hate the way my life is falling apart like a fresh cookie out of the oven that hasent been baked properly... The last week or so i have been to the point of insanity or the point of madness... people in this world only care about them selfs or about the social "click" they hang out with... i guess high school or collage is still the same... always the bully always the click and always the one who hates you and fucks you over... I think we really have to go beyond collage and beyond other stuff... maybe when you get married and have kids then you wont have the stupid inmature shit... People some times want to pick a fight and want to start shit... for the ones who do i stand up and wont take shit from no one... i have seen shit that will make anyones skin craw... i have had more pain than person has had and not by choice but by force and need.. I have no fear, i only fear death. Thats just the only fear i have, to die, to face the cold frosty face of death, i have faced it but yet i have comfronted it and i fear nothing after... yet i will face it agen someday... Hell is the location, inferno is what my social life is like and emptyness is what my love life is like....

LILMAN X

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