A week has passed... Scars

Well so its been a crazy hecktic week-last week and this week is starting iffy, first of all i dont feel well at all, but i am doing my best to do what i have to do. Last week was crazy at work.. lots of stuff happend, i almost erased the stupid computer that has all the info that we copy to all the computers in the school because of my " CO- WORKER'" but w/e it sliped her mind and my boss didnt get that pissed off, but it can be fixed, well the weekend was good sorta, i wanted to do alot like get the lights that me and Dio got at the junk-yard but of course nothing happends like it should so that didn't happen at all... instead we just did an oil change on his truck and whent to the grove to fat-tuesdays and we were supposed to go to Los-olas and have fun but nooooo!!! We all gatherd up way to late to drive 1 hr out of miami to go to broward. Well fat-tuesdays was fun sorta because Dio saw some people he know and they were there chilling with a bunch of girls so w/e i got my fair share of danceing and grinding in with them... The only bad part was that he kept bitching and bitching like a wineing little punk about how he made reservations at rusty pellican and this girl didnt call him back and he didnt get her why she didnt call him and bla bla bla... so i did a simple solution... >_< i got him nice and trashed :) ... and also set him up with the girl who knew how to dance, the dirtyiset.. lol ... besides that nothing really much happend this weekend... oh friday i was russhing like a loonatic to go see my friend in her prom dress.. she looked awsome and i was so proud of her.... she didnt take a date so i didnt have to worry about the after prom factor... (if you dont know what the after prom factor is use your imagination) I havent been online in such a long time i havent had the time or anything... i miss talking to my online friends and most of all roxy... hope she is doing ok... well hopfuly i will be online soon... as soon as i get some free time to work on my pc... Well back to work...

LILMAN X

This song is like my new theam...

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cause you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause I channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shoulda' never come around
Why don't you just go home? '
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]